Wednesday, July 15, 2009

HAVE I ALWAYS BEEN THAT BLIND?

AND WHAT EXACTLY AM I BEING BLINDED BY?

WHY DO I ONLY SEE IT NOW? NOT PREVIOUSLY? NOT LAST YEAR? NOT YESTERDAY? NOT LAST MONTH?





sometimes, i really go into this deep thinking period of time, feeling all stressed up and thinking more and more thought-provoking questions.


sometimes, i really look forward to the future. to find a place. to find something.
hoping that some huge changes will be made and i can finally see the REAL thing.


sometimes, i really hope so hard but nothing ever happens.


ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.



facade?
pretence?
disguise?

what exactly is it?


PROBABLY SOME QUESTIONS NEVER HAVE ANSWERS TO THEM AND IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET AN ANSWER.



A BUBBLE.
though it is easily popped, isn't the moment that it is there able to give others happiness?






sometimes, i really think that not all things will just be gone eventually even if you try your entire life trying to stuff it in the back of your brain. has that really been what i've been doing for the past 15 years?



to end this really strange post,

HOPEFULLY I'M JUST THINKING TOO MUCH AND NONE OF IT IS HAPPENING OR I'M JUST IMAGINING TOO VIVDLY.

HOPEFULLY.

HOPEFULLY.




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4:19 PM
DANICA TWEET<3