HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA! <3

feeling faint and like a wandering zombie.

how? wat shld i do? all this is crap. i'm demoralised, depressed, emo and disappointed in I, me and myself.

DAMN ME.
FREAK ME.

i hate this. this shall be a whiny post. there is nth to look forward to anyways. this is damn shit. UNACCEPTABLE! (shouted and ringing in my head) O:

gah. this is depressing. why the __________ do we have to get our EOY results and papers back so soon?!

my head hurts so badly just thinking of it. gosh. there's still band tmr, and guess WAT? i heard 2 ppl shouting "i HATE band!" in the band rm after band prac. amazing right? soon i'll join them in verbalising my thoughts and feelings. why does that idiot have to see me talking and not any one else? is there something wrong with her eyes?? CATARACTS?!!!! gosh. freak. ass. damn. i feel so lousy inside.

ENOUGH WHINING. i still dun feel any better. the pain will last long. maybe nvr subside.

that is it. the end. the end of all GREAT things.



the other problem in my life.

having slacked for more than a month, i face difficulties and extreme difficulty in regaining my previous form. i suck so badly i cannot bear to hear myself. i need to prac.

list of things to do:
1. theory
2. prac piano
3. prac oboe
4. any LEFT OVER hw
5. READ.
6. sleep
7. breathe
8. get over things

that's such a long list i think i'll have a problem completing everything on it.

MENTALLY EXHAUSTING DAY.
this post is aimless and i hope u ppl dun get pissed at it.

:)
DANICA TWEET<3